Lost.

When people say "that's so romantic!", I think "how cheesy"

When people say "aww, that's very sweet", I think "what the hell?"

Maybe something is wrong with me, I think it's just my heart is as hard as stone, if I have one.

Sighh, I feel so empty these days, like I'm hollowed inside.

I really want to just go back and be with my family.

My beloved sisters, cutest nephews and niece.

I miss them everyday.

My heart is yearning to come back home but my head said otherwise.

and as heartless as I am, I listen to head.

Life is not easy, you have to make choices and sacrifices.

Just make sure you make the right ones.

and NO regrets.

Cheers~

Just another day..

You know you are getting mature when you don't really care about birthday anymore.

or maybe it's just an excuse for those who don't feel anything towards their birthday.

yeah, for me, birthday is just another day.

What are birthdays without loved ones?

birthday is the day our mothers suffered the pain beyond imagination to give birth to us.

it doesn't feel right to celebrate it, does it?

Well, everybody has their own perspective.

and mine is, birthday is just another normal day :)

Have a good day friends.

chew. swallow.

Ten Rules for Being Human

by Cherie Carter-Scott

1.	You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period.
2.	You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life."
3.	There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work."
4.	Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson.
5.	Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned.
6.	"There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here."
7.	Other people are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects to you something you love or hate about yourself.
8.	What you make of your life is up to you. You have all the tools and resources you need. What you do with them is up to you. The choice is yours.
9.	Your answers lie within you. The answers to life's questions lie within you. All you need to do is look, listen, and trust.
10.	You will forget all this.

sad day

i nominate this week as one of my top 10 worst-weeks-ever.



I wish I wasn't always wrong
I wish it wasn't always my fault
The finger that you're pointing
Has knocked me on my knees
And all you need to know is

I wonder what my mom and dad would say
If I told them that I cry each day
It's hard enough to live so far away

I wish it wasn't always cold
I wish I wasn't always alone
When the party is over,
How will I get home?
And all you need to know is

I'm so sorry.

i should have bought the 'huggable buddies' doll in coles yesterday.
really want a hug rite now.
can't get a warm tight hug, a smiling monkey doll hug will be better than nothing.

highlight of the day: broke my very first plate tonight, believe it or not, today's the first time i broke a plate. really hope it's not a bad sign. and tomorrow i have exam :(

flash!

whoaa! study week goes so fast! i'm so not ready for exam D'X

but i can't wait the time exams finished, holiday~ melbourne~
yeah, i'm going to melbourne this holiday to visit my sister ehehe
three weeks there, everybody said it's too long, well i think so too but whatever :/
sigh.. i suppose to study now not blogging about unimportant stuffs :(
but it's really hard for me to concentrate these days, just a little noise and i'm distracted Y.Y
well, gotta sleep now, tomorrow will be another long, tiring and stressful day.
good luck for me. and everybody that has exams this month.

how cute is this! and so students these days XD

the pic quality is so bad :( can u read the books' cover?
the older sister's book cover said 'how to make a mess and blame it on your sister for DUMMIES'
and the younger sister's book cover is 'avoiding blame for DUMMIES' XD
this is so my sisters and me! we always blame each other.
aww, kinda miss them now, miss the fights and everything :(
time just can't go back, can it?

aha!

hahaha.. if this is true then i think all the guys in the world are 'boys' ;p
wait, but actually.. hmm.. there're 'men' out there, i actually know one..
umm, but lemme keep this thought to myself :)

so true..