complicated..

i always want everything in my life simple.
born in a simple and full of love family (i am :)
have a simple school life, not famous but have bestfriends
marry a guy i love
have another simple and full of love family
see my children grow up day by day
and if it's time, die peacefully in the arms of the one i love
well, it seems so simple and easy rite?
but in the way of getting it, complicated things are unavoidable
especially for woman which has complicated mind -.-
sometimes i don't even understand what i want
actually i'm the one who makes things complicated
i can't make a final decision, i don't even have courage to make it
sigghh :(
how i wish just to be a simple minded girl, but you know, just from my palm lines you can see that i'm a very complicated thinker ahahaa
i know life won't just goes as i wanted
problems will come, and i have to face it like a man!
well, even i'm not a man hehehe
hope everything's gonna be fine
wish me luck!

my favorite ♥ XD

hey, it's world cup season!
i always want to post about world cup since it started, but just didn't in that mood lately

but i think it's not too late to talk 'bout it now, rite? hehe
well, i'm not football freak or a very big fan of it, but i like watching big tournament like world cup or euro
and i have some favorite players too :D

here are top 3 of my favorite players:

Ricardo Kaka from Brazil ♥

XD
aaaahhh, he's just so cute!! ♥ XD

Fernando Torres from Spain ♥

this was before he got haircut, i prefer the after haircut above :)

Sergio Ramos, Fernando Torres and Cesc Fabregas XD

from spain♥


ahh, a very good looking midfielder XD ♥

they're all very skillful and of course handsome ;p
well, i like lionel messi (argentina) and iker casillas (spain) too, but those three above are my favorite :)

i miss...

i miss the time when my dad woke me up with his soft voice and left without making sure that i've really awaken or not, and then 30 mins later, my mom will wake me up and said "why you're still sleeping?? you're late already!" and i'll blame my dad because he didn't wake me up and asked him to drive faster hahaa
i miss every morning when i ate my full course breakfast - boiled egg, noodle/fried rice/bread, milk - all made by my mom. and i still complained: "mom, i don't wanna eat egg! i don't like it!" but still, i saw a boiled egg every morning hahaa. and then sometimes, when i was so late already, i didn't drink the milk. sighh. how i wanna eat that egg and drink every single drops of the milk now.
i miss my mom's caress on my hair
i miss my dad's joke
yeah, i think i'm homesick hahaa
regretting my decision not going back to medan :'(

dad & mom, just how i love them :')

my family


Miss them so much much much!! X'<

feel like crying

i feel so down and lonely these days
just how i wanna share things with somebody
how i wanna be hugged warmly and hear "everything's gonna be okay" by somebody
how i wanna laugh carefreely
how i wanna be texted by somebody saying let's go to shopping tomorrow
and how i wanna sit in a cafe with friends talking about something fun
T.T
keep telling myself lonely makes you independent and mature
and really hope it's true
because if not, i'll be very pathetic, right?

♥ nodame cantabile

i love nodame very much!! the manga, the anime, the drama, the movie, i love them all! XD
you see? it's just so good that it's made into drama and movie :D
it's about orchestra, classical music. it sure is very good! the actress is beautiful, the actor (i think he resembles ariel peterpan a lot! XD) is cool, they just make everything perfect in my eyes. watching nodame cantabile makes me regret not learning any instruments in my life :(
really want to become part of their amazing life.
but i'm wondering if tamaka hiroshi (the male main character) can really play piano, violin and conduct an orchestra, or it's just merely in a movie. well it doesn't matter if he can't though, not expecting there's really a perfect man like chiaki hahaha

found some pics to share with you guys hehe

nodame & chiaki :D the manga version ♥

Aaaaaaaaaaaaa XD

the drama version, this is S orchestra :D

tamaka hiroshi as chiaki shinichi, do u agree he resemble ariel peterpan?

ueno juri! she is so cute!!! i like her so much! XD

♥


ah, the top pic is when chiaki said "let's go to europe together" XD


if you love music, don't miss it ;)
click here if you wanna know more about nodame cantabile ♥



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chocolate factory! ♥♥

i went to chocolate factory last sunday, when cib exam was on the air :D

never regret it, because chocolate is everywhere!! it's like heaven for a chocolate lover like me, ah and ryan too, my cute little cousin, he's the one who pushed me to go
will absolutely go there again!


almost buy this one, but remembering that i'll eat it myself just like that made me a lil' sad :/



this is FREE! i took a lot, didn't care when people stared at my full of this chocolate palm, i'm indonesian dude! ;p

the chocolate machine, it's weird, never know chocolate is made from this kind of machine

oh, i also went to the nougat factory

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